That's always the dichotomy I have to liv with everyday of my life eversince I started being a B2UTY. I love being a fangirl but I need to go to school. GAH. Why is it so hard to be both? >.<

How ironic is it to be willing to stay up late or skip a meal just so I could make lots of update on 3 fan fics I am writing (plus other popping one-shots) and be very forced to make an essay for Theology on a 1/4 sheet of paper?

I have reached the point when I could actually have craziness as my withdrawal symptom if someone takes away everything I could use as a writing instrument. Now, tell me I'm still normal without lying. -.-