So what's up??

Me, I'm fine, I guess. Yeah. Apart from my pretty mundane life, everything else's rather fine. Except for the fact that my sis recently got in a bad break-up matter. I feel for her. She's in a very fragile and vulnerable stage right now. I try to be by her side as much as I could, to comfort her, with my words and advice. Ah, love. Wonderfully painful most of the times. Reminds me of Delirium's amor deliria nervosa, except that this is post deliria.

Apart from that, I'm feeling dizzy. I need fresh air. I've been feeling vivacious of late, for unknown reasons.  But whatever the reason may be, I'm glad that I've found my drive in life, work-wise perhaps. It is ronic to the fact that my days'll be over soon enough then, it starts back to square one. Back to zero, from scratch. Wishful thinking as some might think of it, I was hoping on some sort of miracle to happen, that would be in favor for my current situation. >_< Who am I kidding? But, it's no harm in hoping, wishing and dreaming right? It is those wishes, those dreams that pushes you to work and reach for something. A goal in life. And right now, my goal and wish is to stay with and in this current job. I have come to gradually loving this job. In all honesty, I never once have ever thought about getting myself in this area or line of job. I always thought and had in mind that I'll be pursuing something related to my previous study, but  God has other plans for me. Now, I'm here. 

I don't know how to express this but, somehow those flow chart of my 'Dream' of the projection of how my life would be when I grow up, would come true. Back then, it was like child's play. One thing I have got to admit is that, I'm taking the longer route to reach that destination of mine. Ironic, but I can totally relate to my own self as to why it was the longer route.

Ah.....All in all, I am truly grateful to God for everything.

But I ain't stopping just yet, because there are a whole lot of things still waiting for me, up ahead. I don't know what it is, I am scared and anxius at the same time, but I hope when it comes my way, I'll be ready for it.

Gambatte kudasai ne!!!! Zettai ni makenai!!! Yosh!!!!!!