I rarely post anything here but as of now, 2am+ in my bedroom, a few hours before TWICE's concert, I'm feeling a little lonely.

Feelings have always been complicated. Love itself is universal but feelings are the ones that determines what you feel for the other person. Early this year, I decided to not open up my heart for anyone. As months passed I met someone which I gain interests in and there is where I risk it all. But things didn't go as plan. Long distance, everything just didn't work well. Our friendship is still the same gladly, but my heart. I decided to try to talk to others, but still the same. I don't know what I'm searching for in someone. Hurting them hurts me that is also part of a reason why I'm afraid to fall in sometimes. 

 

Whatever I said above might not make sense since my brain is technically jumbled up. But yeah, feelings are complicated. 
 

-Sushi (2:08am)