May 23 - Amina [Ameba blog]
Worried
My heart was beating real hard
It starts from now
It starts after this
Even though in my head I’ve known this already,
My heart can’t seem to accept it.
I found out about it while I was in the train
It hurt so much I was about to throw up
But this is my consequence
I had to accept it
I want to enter the Senbatsu
I want to rank
I want to smile along with all of you
What more can I do now
I don’t quite know
But damn it
The only thing I know I can do for now
is to pour out my honest feelings
everyday, on this blog
I’ll write on this blog everyday
I’ll try to convey my feelings as much as possible,
everyday in my posts, to everyone
How am I feeling now?
Well let’s start with what’s happened
I would think about it by myself but,
I feel that it’s better if I discussed it with you all
There’s a lot of things I want to talk to you all about
Why can’t the handshake event be sooner
I want to meet all of you
I’m feeling lonely
very lonely
Without all of you,
I don’t know what to do
For all those who have casted their votes for me,
I sincerely thank you all
And, I’m sorry
[MY GOSH AMINA..]
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