Is the party over?

 

 

Hi... 

How's all my lovely readers doing? It's really been a loooooong time since I've last logged on into this account. Life's been crazy for me, and I'm sure for you all as well. I still go on Twitter daily, but that's to just keep up on recent KPOP news and other fandom things. To be honest, I thought about quitting this account so many times because I'm at the point in my life where I barely have any motivation to do anything else except watch dramas and play Candy Crush (it's addictive). These past years just drained me mentally and emotionally. I wish I could tell you all that I am doing better than before, but I am not. 

I've graduated with my Bachelor's a year ago (May 2k22) and is currently a corporate slave. I'm blessed to even land a stable job in this economy, so even though I absolutely hate whatever I'm doing, I it up and do it anyways. At least, it'll keep me afloat until I could find better. I've been growing a lot as an individual. Sort of curious about how much my writing changes now since I haven't been able to practice it for a while. I still love to write. Still have my head fills with so many ideas that I would love to deliever it to you all. I also need to finish all my ongoing fics before starting something new LOL 

Now that I'm finally on here again (or try to be more on here haha). I want to start again. I want to read my precious readers' comments and feel happy that there's people out there who actually enjoy my crazy stortytelling. I'm lacking a lot as a writer but writing is such a comforting way for me to let go of myself. I want to do more writing and harness my skill. I actually thought about writing a book but is still a bit too scared to even start the brainstorming process. But you'll miss 100% of all the opportunities you don't take. So it. I'll just face it head on. Life's too short to be embarassed and feel ashamed. Do what makes you happy. Stay consistent, keep learning, and keep pushing. One day, you will achieve what you want to achieve. You just have to want it enough.

So starting off, I'll go back to finish the ongoing fics that I have, including some epilogues that I promised since the beginning of time (they're sitting in my drafts collecting dust right now). That's the goal for now. Once I get those done, I'll make more goals. I feel like when I bombard myself with too many goals at once, I get overwhelmed and eventually feel pressured enough to just shut down. So step by step this time.

I don't know how many of my beautiful readers are left on here... It's bittersweet, really. I guess the ones who moved on won't get to see how the stories end. That's okay. I hope you all are safe and thriving, living life to the fullest. As for me, GOT7 still lives in my heart. I've never left the nest. I'll always be here and try my best to push out more of whatever creativity that been brewing in my head for years. This place is a safe place for me. I'm actually very happy to finally be brave enough to come back here once again. I'm excited to see my old readers again and welcome my new ones. 

I hope I'm not too late to the party.

 

 

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iyannoona
#1
I'm so glad that I read your update here. I miss you, author-nim! And I'm still waiting patiently for your next chapter or other stories, so don't get in a rush. I want you to take your time. Your health and happiness should come first hehe.. FIGHTIIIING!!!! I'm thirsty for GOT7 and Markjin fic actually, so I'm so happy that you're planning to come back :D
PeachyMJ #2
God I miss you so much, really glad to know that u doing fine, though I miss your update but yourself come first, I just glad that you still want to share all the beautiful idea/stories you have in your head , and thank you for coming back 💚💚💚💚 I just so happy to have you back!!!!
Marklife #3
welcome back my queen Thank you for doing well this whole time I was a bit worry because you suddenly went missing for so long, please keep fighting don't lose hope and motivation like what you said do whatever that make you happy don't stress and forced yourself on something you don't feel comfortable with it