Hi everyone!

I just graduated from my university after covid, endless assignment and task and friends problem. Congrats on that! Here i am again, wanting to ask people here for an opinion or two. My plan at first was to saves up money working at my hometown for a car loan, so that after this i can go to according to my course. After i graduated, i got a job at a this drugstore retail shop nearby my house. After 3 days, i quit. I got a bad experience with the staff there. They were kinda mean and being bossy entitled senior. One time i rung up the cashier, one of the product cannot be scan, i type it up the barcode also didn't work out, so i ask the staff politely. She responded with a loud and a rude tone saying i should type in the barcode, (i positively thinking, she didn't see me typing) i typed back the barcode still nothing happened, when she did it, same as well, and proceed to say to the customer that the customer brought an item that the store didn't sell, which is not true, all that resolve after one of the supervisor (she's very kind) help me. This lead to me wanting to change my plan for career to going for an office work. But here's the problem, our family recently loss my beloved father, my mom was not liking the idea of me going outside of my district. My mom wanted all her kids to find a job here (even though is not their daughter dream job) and live here. I get it like, for home you don't have to rent but i don't want that, and the only job here is retail job, which is like for me that is the last job for me. My question is am i demanding or not? 

I keep saying im not, but the more i realize its like i am.

Please leave your comment and opinion, i really want to know and thank you