So, my first blog was written in 2013, then my second in 2017, four years later, so now it's 2021, and I guess I should post a blog letting you know I'm not dead?

Hi y'all. I'm not dead. Real life got in the way, and I finally ended up burning myself out waiting for a group I could really enjoy writing for again. And of course, that group would end up being NCT, where I accidentally clicked on a video and accidentally learned all the members names (at the time there were only twenty-one, I believe), discovering the Markhyuck ship, and then I planted my flag there, and here I am. I haven't loved an OTP this much since Jongyu, and there's really no way for me to explain how full my heart is, watching them interact.

Maybe I'll take requests? I dunno. I've been out of the writing game for so long, everything I write feels like trash, but what can you do?

Still perpetually tired. Still trying to figure out how to write you into stories. Still loving the boys.

Still needing a nap.

Hope you're all staying healthy and safe.

Lots of love,
Lilly