I kind of feel alone.....sad...mix emotion

My swab test result finally came out....and turn out....i am still positive of covid 19

 

I was in a brink of devastation....sadness and stressed....as i do not know where to turn to.....

 

The doctor from the hospital were i was tested said...they dont have any responsibility on me anymore and i should just search for a doctor who can look up on me and monitor me.....they told me like we dont care because our job is just to test you.....

 

The resort have is to report and turn myself in our local government unit and their decision is to lowndown my home for 14days and all of my siblings living with me were all tagged now as person under monitoring......

 

The funny thing is...will a doctor look on me?...no.....they will just lock us up inside our home for 14 days, no one can get out...whatever food we have will be our only food to consume.....

 

As the day passed me doing nothing...the more like i feel useless...isolated....it is okay being alone, the worst is being alone and cant do nothing because of isolation and quarantine due to the covid illness.....i know to myself i was fine....but protocol and telling me i was not fine.....and so...i stop figthing it.......

 

Why do need to keep resisting anyway...everything is pointless......

 

I can only pray for the 14 day lockdown will pass easily.....from this day...i wonder if my mind will be okay and will i really recover.....do i even need to recover?

 

Am i really ill?

 

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Yunjaefanimbida #1
Hey are u ok ? I am just got notification only right now so I replied but it seems too late ? Wr r u ? R u ok right now ?
Yunjaefanimbida #2
Hey, don't be silly , just think about it positively" if u have 14 days time to do some fun things like in big boss ! Sounds fun right? " I am not going to advice but I am giving an opportunity for ur own world that is so ethic and full of imagination , u can right or draw anything just move ur mind and heart into the dramatic world.
I'm saying it's really work ! And don't be afraid of Covid just think it's a fever goes down normally in 2 days , seriously it will gone . Because we know our body 50% mind control other than medicine so , please be cool divert ur mind and soul into the new world that seems too intersting anyway.
Love you ! get well soon and discuss the things with me whether the plan work out or not in after few days .,,😚
Dilhara #3
I wish you a full recovery unnie ah. Don't be sad. I know things are easier said than done but be strong. I hope you'll read this comment.

I don't where you're from but I wish I could guide you in to some things regarding covid. So if you have any other social media ( Fb, Twitter ) tell me. I'll be there to help you.
Don't think that it's a bother or anything. Cause I'm happy to help. We're under lock down too now. So tell me if you see this comment
ayane_momo #4
There's only so much words can do to a person through the screen. I wish you a quick and full recovery from all of this. I apologize since it's so rare to hop into the site anymore
ObsidianAlu #5
I'm so sorry to hear that buddy. Just be patient okay? Think it as a God test for you. Sooner you'll be fine. Just thinking positive. I know I can just give you words because I'm not in your shoes. I just hope that you'll be strong. Fighting!!
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