people kept telling me that being gay is a crime well it is in 70 countries, including saudi *which i am right now* it's hard to conceal your true identity here tbh. but my indonesia friends said being gay in indonesia is the worst. tbh we should freely express ourselves regardless of our gender,race and religion. the most important thing for me is that religion should not hold us back for being ourselves. i'm very happy of what i stand for. i wish people could be more open-minded in the fututre about this. i hate being called every single day by my parents, slurs from strangers that i never even met or knew me. i'm kinda grateful my parents hasn't disown me yet but it's pretty ty to see that kids from around these countries are being kicked out and being bullied or even worst suicide.

[this josh, being sad..]