Pardon my language, I'm in English as it's not my first language.. 

Alright, hello to all my aff friends, I need an advice...  U all know, from my first writing in here, it's not a blog but like my diary, my place to ramble anything that make me unhappy. 

Did you guys still remeber the boy that I like, like really really madly like, yet he behave vaguely towards me. Dia he like me, did he not, I always thinking about this...  Yesterday, after how many years, I mustered my self and confess. 

And u guys know what?  This confession was an epic failed.. I said I like u since we know each other ,and he answered bluntly I like u too, so what's the problem, 

And I be like, wth why u take it easily, I just said I like u, like like, really2 like... Yet he answered the feeling is mutual iqka..  

Then when I asked him, so now what were we.. Then that dimwit, jerk yet handsome man said we bestfriend just like always..

And I be like, u... Hate u.. Just reject me already, rather than like this, it's torture. I kept thinking maybe u not understand what the actual meaning l like u. Or u just dumb. Or maybe I the dumb one. 

How guy's...????