Maybe, you should focus on what your talent is and try to enroll based on it. Let me tell you my experience. When I was in high school, I was -and still am- not good at math, statistics, and whatever related to numbers. So, when I applied to the univ, I tried to look for what my talent was based on the rapport. and because I like English, and luckily my English grade was good, I decided to enroll in English major. Thank God I was accepted.
I don't know how you fight this, but maybe you should know what you can do best and don't -no offense. I know you've tried hard to enroll to the univ, but I think you don't have to have higher expectation, if you failed two or three times. if you force yourself to study hard to achieve what you can't do best, you will be stress. Life is too short if you just focus on one thing. Just look for another chance and maybe you should look for another major. try to follow your passion. I do pray for your best. Good luck. May God always be with you

eh...that happens a lot...when i went to university...there were kids who got good results in science subjects got into english course even though they never applied for it and they got poor result for english...and people with good results in english didn't get accepted. it happens all the time, if that will make you feel better. somehow i feel...this is trick of these institutions/the industry to get more money from students...haa....give them admission into courses that doesn't fit them so that they spend money for a few semester before dropping out or change course...and good students who didn't get in will do whatever it takes to get in...like enroll in private universities n so on...more money intake...don't worry...life doesn't end with not getting in university...many of my friends who never got into university or were among lower rank students in terms of grades are now living better than myself tbh...your worth is not defined by your education level...good results is not everything...even though that's how the education system might make you believe...when you go out to real world....you'll realize how meaningless degrees n so on without other things like connections, effort, luck, street smart, determination, courage, and so on. and btw, maybe your friends who got lower results than you have other impressive thing abt them that made them accepted...maybe it's their luck...never underestimate others. good luck.

I don't know if this will make you feel better but here is my story. I was accepted to Uni back then and I'm one of the top 13 students in my school . I was accepted and I have to go to another state . But somehow things happen and I couldn't really adapt to it so I flew back home . What's meant to be my proudest and happiest moment turn out to be my nightmare. People around me couldn't accept that I did not complete my studies . Even my relatives they said hurtful things and even demanded back all the presents that they gave me for my good results. I had a hard time and some of my friends didn't want to be my friends anymore . My family mainly my parents suffer a lot because people talk bad about them just because I decided to come back . I have studied really hard and I even trained for sports like crazy to earn points just so that I could enrolled into Uni. I didn't want to quit easily and honestly speaking who on earth wants their effort to go to waste right? But do people understand ? No they don't because they are not me. So moral of story even if you get into Uni you still don't know what the future may hold. Not everyone that go to Uni will succeed and not everyone who didn't enrolle will fail. There are many other choices and alternative . Don't be too sad .

Next time do better. What you think the result will be effects on it. If you think you can do it when you work hard, you'll much likely success than thinking that there's no way you can do it. Didn't you do very well in the entrance examination? Don't worry about it, you have a great chance to learn from your mistakes. Stop that self-pity and get to work, a future college student has a lot to do!