I dont have a big dream. Just want to live happily and in a simple way. People keep saying like I have a simple life while I had been working so hard all my life that sometimes I have a problem to sleep at night like tonight. Pushing me to do something that I am not comfortable is not the right way. Please just support me. When I decided to do something, I always did my best but I will stop when I am not happy because I put my happiness as my priority now. Why is it so hard for you guys to understand that when you are the nearest people to me? When I cant have what others have, I made a promise to myself that no matter what happens, I just to be me and happy to be myself. I just wish you guys will just support me from beside instead of making me feel down. Sometimes it is hard to put a smile, to pretend everything is okay. Sometimes it is hard to wake up in the morning. Sometimes it is even hard to stand tall. Cant you just support me when I want to do something new? Just support me when it is already hard enough to face this world. Just support me when I decide to step out from my comfort zone. I know myself and I will stop if it ia making me feel uncomfortable. Please.. Please..