hi , actually i was tagged for the first time in such thing , by one of my sweet friends here , that i'm glad that i stumbled upon , @MaisyDaisy

p.s.@JaeKnight tagged me too XD

please forgive me if there was any grammatical mistakes , since English isn't my original language.

1) i'm a really kind and caring person . i know it's not right for me to say it , but  i just said it cause it has been really annoying lately. i mean , it's okay that i always forgive everyone and try helping every living thing in sight , but i find it hard when no one else is like this to me . i mean i really love my friends and do anything for them , same goes for family members and cousins , but they rarely do the same for me . the hardest part is when , like , when i'm eating sth , i just think about all those hungry children out there , all those homeless people , and instantly feel like a piece of trash , only because i can't help all of them.

2) 90% of the people who meet me , or just simply talk or chat with me fall in love with me , or take a serious liking towards me . at some point in my middle school years , i was so desperate at finding friends , and was so clingy to everyone , that i feel naseaus by just remembering them. but then because of some things that happened and my deppression kicking in , i didn't care anymore . i didn't change myself to be appealing to others , and everyone were throwing themselves at me. it was crazy , like even some of my classmates would casually come by and spill their secrets with me.

3) from the outside , i look like that happy go lucky girl who sees the world with a lot of rainbows and unicorns .... , but infact , i'm so dead inside . maybe that's why i try to make people happy , so they won't feel like i do.

4) i'm the most social awkward person in the world , but i try really hard not to seem like it . but it always shows in the family gatherings. and i act like a really confident person , tho i'm not anymore....

5)i can't do any kind of sport . i can't even run , so the other more complicated sports aren't an option anymore.

6) i have the laughing_at_the_worst_time disorder. and yes , it's a really aweful disorder.

7) i'm really talkative.

8) i think i'm really innocent , i mean the worst thing that i'm doing these days is reading s in AFF . i've never even watched any adult movies , unlike most of the girls my age , and i'm living my life happily being single . i don't wanna change it anytime soon.

it was really harder than i thought , but it's finally done. big tnx to @JaeKnight and @MaisyDaisy for tagging me.

i'm tagging @ busanhoe  @ Fromdastarz  @ dreamshun  @ Aiesha for this .