Its the 28th, 2 weeks since Jinri left us.

we may be dealing with this at random paces. But no matter how far along i get, whenever i see her beautiful smiling face or her child photos or something related to her future dreams, it sets me back to 2 weeks ago. 
when i saw the news, it was on IG. A story in my feed that says "RIP Sulli. Thank you for everything". I had my eyes wide open, my jaw slacked. I immediately opened google and looked it up. There it was the shocking news.
As a fan, we dont just idolize, we somehow immortalize. We tend to think of idols as entities so strong, nothing can harm them. But the truth is, they are human. They hurt, they cry, they bleed. Just like the rest of us. And they get affected by malicious comments online, but not everyone have the support system to get out of that state and not everyone shares their worries not to burden others. 

Sulli, beautiful angel, hope you have found your eternal peace, i cannot apologize enough on behalf of your fans for not protecting enough. Smile wide and bright, we will never forget you. You did well Jinri. We are all proud of what you have accomplished. So little time so heavy the impact. We will keep on fighting the fight you started.