So yeah, I confessed yesterday to that straight girl that I liked, annnndd... she rejected me, obviously HAHAHAHAHA okay, Idek what to feel, yesterday I felt like crying or I want to sleep or I want to eat or I want to drink IDK my mind went blank. She told me that she was thankful and she also said sorry coz, of course, she can't like me back but I was like no no no I just wanted to confess, you know, I'll be out of the uni anymore so might as well tell her. Someones courting her and yeah she was planning on accepting the guy. I just hope we'll still be close friend and the awkwardness would wash away hehehehe. So, yeah. That's it. That was the end HAHAHAHA. Yay! I hope I'll be okay.