Hello again!

Many readers asked me why the hell im not going for fics? Since most of my fics have a kinda ual writing but not going for .

Here’s my reason.

I’m actually afraid.

Remember my fic called Heart Vacancy? Yeah that fic is my first ever. I really like that story, it’s a fun wrote. And the , i think i got a little too far with my imagination. I think it’s kind of not a big deal for me but not for everyone else. 

It seems like many people kinda shook with my . They said it’s too wild hahahaha some of them love it even they’re surprised with the ual content on that. But some of the readers are going nuts, i mean more to negative sides.

And then, i realized that many wizone are younger than me. They’re even a minor ffs! I feel really guilty for writing like that. There’s reader confronted to me and man, it really makes me down. They’re really shocked and can’t seem to be able to digest all the into their brain.

Eventhough i already give a warning (it’s rated), who am i to control what people read. But yeah. The damaged has been done. It makes my brain become dull tbh.

For Heart Vacancy, it’s really easy to wrote . The idea is flowing perfectly. I’m really excited to share the to the readers especially when it involves Hyekura.

But now, no matter how much i wanna try to write for , I can’t seem to able write it. I’m traumatizes tbh. The guilt is still there :( I’m unaware the ages of wizone.

The other authors gave me a strength and support which I’m very thankful. I still wanna try to write but something holding me. My brain doesn’t want to reincorporate with me anymore when i want to go deeper into scene.

But it’s okay. At least i have one for you guys to read hahaha I almost deletes the Heart Vacancy tbh but I’m holding it back. It is my work. 

So this is the reason why i only put a little ual content on my fics. I’m sorry that I can’t go more deeper fics. 

Maybe when it times is right, who knows i will be able to write again! I hope one day i will overcome my fear to write again.

I wanna write Kangbi in future. Hyekura too.