I was at work yesterday when the news came out. First, I thought it was fake. I literally could not control my feelings after I saw it. We were filming and I just completely shut off and went back to my desk after it was done. I looked up different news, saw different comments and I had really mixed feelings. Even until now, I don't know how to feel. I did several chapters on the ot issue before, and I already knew something like this must be done. I thought I would be happy, as the crown "criminal" will no longer be around SJ. But it didn't happen. It really had to be done on 7.11. 

Even until the end, Kangin loved s and protected all of them. The day after everyone's birthday. The day when all the members (except Kyuhyun) are on the plane, away from all the K-media and cameras. The day of no schedules. The last thing he did as an SJ member, he still kept SJ truly in his heart. No one loves Super Junior more than Super Junior.

Kangin, thank you for all the variety shows you went on to keep SJ05 going, see? It became such a legendary band, I'm sure you're proud of them. But mistakes are mistakes, especially twice. I know I forgave your mistakes, but what can one person do? I forgave your mistakes, but I can't unsee all the damage you have done to the team. The other members do not deserve this and I think you know that too. You felt sorry the whole time, and I am sure the other members feel that way too. Leaving the team might be the best decision you and the members could make. No one has a perfect life, but as an idol and role model, you were forced to live one. Now that it's the last time we will call you Kangin, please still remember us and know that we will be cheering for you no matter where you are. 

ELFs, welcome our newest member, Kim Youngwoon.