Hi guys. If you remember my other blogs about body shaming, i thought it stopped right there but it's not. So, last night i was helping my mom at the kitchen but my mom and dad left the house to buy groceries bcs someone's visiting. I was doing things at the kitchen alone. Then my brothers and their wives came to eat. 

They are talking to each other and suddenly  they dragged me into their conversation. My own brothers, my own family body shamed me in front of their wives, relatives and even people. I was so upset when their wives laughed at their 'jokes' instead of telling them to stop. 

You can't imagine how hard i tried to hold my tears in front of them. Back then, i was okay when they made fun of me. But things getting out of hands. They gone too far. I'm their own family but they can't understand my feelings. Even my own friends, who are not related in blood, never did that to me. Ofc we friends jokes around but we don't do it in front of others unlike my brothers. My friends are better understanding my feelings than my own family. 

My confidence about my body literally dropped. I thought i was strong enough to not pay attention to them but i was wrong. Their words, their laughter, hit me so bad that i couldn't even standing up for myself. It's been a freaking years I've been holding this up but i lose. I cried and i hate myself. 

I told my mom about this. She knew something was wrong when she came back and when i told her, she hugged me and i broke tears. She calmed me and said i wasn't fat and that she'll be by my side. My mom tried to gain my confidence back but i was so upset and i just cried. I'm letting my tears out bcs i couldn't hold it anymore. 

You know, what goes around comes around. They can make fun of me as many as they want. If this happens to their children, they'll know how heartbreaking it is and they gotta deal with it. 

I don't care if you're a family or friends, body shaming are NEVER OKAY!