It's just too calm. Just like the saying, calm before the storm. I knew it won't be easy.

All my life, I never had it easy when I'm in a new environment. There are always challenges I have to face whenever in a new environment and I have accepted it a long time ago.

However, when I'm in another new environment last year, everything was smooth and I had it easy. It was too smooth but I knew it won't be long.

And true indeed... I started to face challenges. Challenges that made me want to scream and cry and just..made me feel tired. I'm tired but I always told myself that I should be grateful because there are others who are worse off than me.

Maybe this is a wake up call because I'm too relax.

Time to buck up! Believe in yourself. Don't care about the others. Just be you.