a song for my girlfriend emily bc I'm gay and miss her
I was listening to My Favorite Fish by Gus Dapperton and decided to write a song for my girlfrliend, just like Gus wrote for Jess
Enjoy <3
Black and white, yes
No more colors exist
In the name of happiness
I'm trying to get kissed
I want to be bad but no
I want to be hurt but no
I want to be dead but no
'Cause Emily said so
Every day I just practice
Life is so prickly my dear
What a lovely cactus
Contains the essence of life
But only if you get hurt
And don't bleed only on the inside
So I decided to hold onto you
And we bleed together
As we live too
Hold me my love
Because enough sadness is enough
Tell me that you'll drink your coffee and tea
And don't forget to eat your greens
So I know you're being you
But also being a little healthy
I won't cause a scene
Because truthfully
I can't live like, like it means
Much to me
But you do
Black and white, yes
No more colors exist
In the name of happiness
I'm trying to get kissed
I want to be bad but no
I want to be hurt but no
I want to be dead but no
'Cause Emily said so
Can't pay much attention
Please don't force me to function
You tend to make me feel so ecstatic
Like a walk through an old attic
When we're together it's just
So magnetic
And it's a little bit pathetic
How much I miss you
It's always a tad too much
You know I'm not really ascetic
Can't discipline myself when
It comes down to you
You pull me in
And I feel like I'm in a shelter
I think to myself if not for me
Then maybe for her
Hold on tight for the ride
Before we're washed away by the tides
Swimming in an ocean of emotions that I don't know
I write words at random so my heart won't let go
Black and white, yes
No more colors exist
In the name of happiness
I'm trying to get kissed
I want to be bad but no
I want to be hurt but no
I want to be dead but no
'Cause Emily said so
'Cause Emily says so
She said no, no to all of that
And instead pull me in for kisses
That you won't forget
And I can't ever say no
Because she said so
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