SO REMEMBER I WAS INDECISIVE ABOUT MY BIAS LIST AND HAD JUST BARELY GOTTEN INTO KYUNGSOO? WELL I HAVE NEWS, UPDATES AND A CONCLUSION TO THAT STORY

Side note I'll never get over the fact that Sophie Turner is my age and she's going to marry Joe Jonas a.k.a the love of my life I'VE LIKED THIS MF SINCE I WAS 11, I'LL BE TURNING 23 SOON SO...YOU TELL ME THE ROLE OF THIS GUY ON MY LIFE.

1. The Jonas Brothers are back and I want to smack Nick Jonas for being an attention even right now, it's like Nick ft his brothers istg
2. My bias list is ruined

Ruined? What do I mean by that? Well...I watched Travel on Exo's ladder on its entirety and it just confirmed my doubts. I have two main biases now I STILL HAVE 4 BIASES IN EXO BUT 2 OF THEM ARE UP THERE, MORE ONE THAN THE OTHER BUT UM...ONE IS BECUASE OF HOW LONG I'VE STANNED HIM

_{he's also y af choke me daddy pls ahahaha I'm sorry I'm so weird but...yeah}

OKAY SO...YEAH KYUNGSOO IS MY TOP, MAIN, FINAL BIAS NOW...It took me a little to accept it because I've been a Junmyeon stan for...almost 8 years so...I stil have a special place in my heart for him, that's why he's in the top 2 with Soo but really one is like that gently, comfortable love you've had your entire life and the other is like a punch to the face. Ksoo just obliterated my everything, I...that mf just made me fall, HARD.

LOOK AT HIM HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO RESIST

He's just the embodiment of my ideal partner and it's so sad becasuse now that I know someone like that exists I KNOW IDOLS SHOW ONLY A FEW PARTS OF THEIR PERSONALITIES AND THAT THEY ARE TRAINED DON'T COME FOR ME ALSO HE IS AN EXACT REPLICA OF MY PERSONALITY BUT IN A MALE FORM AND LET ME TELL YOU I KNOW ONE WHEN I SEE ONE  I will have just...I dream of that MF and it sounds so strange because, let's face it. My bias is the one guy that will probably disappear from the face of the earth once EXO is done. I wish the world was a fanfic and I could meet him and fall in love with him but omg let's just face the truth sobs in the corner because mf Kyungsoo makes my mind do weird things

He cooks, I cook AND I MEAN IT, I'VE BEEN A COOKING NERD ALL MY LIFE AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Just end me, someone just make it stop. Even my family had their own nickname for me, they also called me satan which sounds so stupid but LIKE WTF someone just make it stop Ive been crushing on this guy for a while and it doesn't seem like it'll stop anytime soon