So my bf broke up with me. How kinda throw text even though he wanted it to be in person. I was the one who asked if he wanted to break up. And then we had an official break up. I gave him back everything. All his clothes and gifts. He said he lost interest which is a real reason. I still love him and that won’t change. But I need to move on just like he will. Do I think he’s going to feel bad about losing a girl like me. Where I was willing to change for him? Yes. Do I want him to say it was all a joke or he wants me back yes. But he has to prove it. I gave him everything. And that was the thing that made it toxic. I put him before my own needs, happiness, self. I’m going to miss him.  But were better off as friends. It’s going to take some time but I’ll heal. His happiness is still something I want though.