i'm doing this because i do it like every year to keep track the fics i've written for each year. kind of. although i wrote like only one this year lmao.

STATS

full-length: 0
drabbles: 1
tweet fics: 0

ships: 1
gen pieces: 0
others: 0
female POV: 1
male POV: 0
most written characters:-
most written ship: -

 

OVERALL:

Looking back, did you write more fic than you thought you would this year, less, or about what you'd predicted?
I WAS SUPPOSED TO WRITE AT LEAST LIKE 10 FICS OF 10 DIFFERENT PAIRINGS...but i wrote like only 1

What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted in January?
jungkook/lisa because i see them platonically but haha i'm not even sure now

Did you take any writing risks this year?
ok let's just imagine if i /did/ the risks for 2018: i was supposed to write something out of my usual comfort like maybe write some much difficult genres, other than just pure romance and fluff...and also maybe, write full length of multi-chaptered fics...and i could have finished every wanna one ships fics (there are not even that much) before their disb*ndment but i played myself so well 

Do you have any fanfic or profic goals for the New Year?

so i'm thinking again about writing multi-chaptered fics that maybe exceed to 3k words. or maybe write one-shots with around 2k word count? write fics focusing mostly on the character study?


BEST AND WORST:

My best story of this year:
how can i fill this when i don't even have any

My most popular story of this year:
null

Story of mine most under-appreciated by the universe, in my opinion:
nope

Most fun story to write:

some of them are not even finished,,, much more published...But i kinda love clouds, magenta hair, and falling in love bcos it's soooo much better than the original idea and the original ship was tzuyu/winwin, and i think i did a /good/ job improvising it????

Story that shifted my own perceptions of the characters:
none

Hardest story to write:

...

Biggest disappointment:
everything

Biggest surprise:
that i actually only published one...


 

HIGHLIGHTS + WRAP-UP:

Favorite opening lines:
none


Favorite closing lines:
i really don't have haha


Favorites lines in general:

this was quite decent written lol

clouds, magenta hair, and falling in love (jungkook/lisa)

how jungkook’s windswept magenta hair glows under the shaded sunbeam. so messy that she has the urge to thread her fingers down his locks tenderly. a boyish grin that is too true to be that charming. his sun-kissed skin matches perfectly with his bright hair. how can someone even look this ridiculously fine? so prominent by now, and the sight is too familiar – it’s like he’s a part of the sky.

everything seems to be forgotten in her head – the potato shaped clouds, even the dog shaped one. she doesn't have anything particular in her head right now except for jungkook's face. the feelings have just bloomed out of nowhere beneath her chest. growing out of control, out of her will, but lisa thinks she doesn't hate it? she's unsure and confused? it just feels nice, like a home. definitely where it belongs.

LIST OF COMPLETED STORIES:

clouds, magenta hair, and falling in love (jungkook/lisa)
 

WIP TEASERS:

i'm so determined to finish them lol we'll see later

jaehwan/rosé (zombie apocalypse!AU)

lots of boring college!AUs bcos i miss college and stuff

pacific rim!AU

also high school!AU with coming-of-age and friendship

CONCLUSION
this year was so ed up. i mean i was the one who's ed up. i've been busy working since the beginning of january until december. like nonstop for real!!! my mental health wasn't even in the best state that i never knew it was so ed up bcos i was too busy to even realize it. adulting is so hard. i slept early every night before 11pm because i need to wake up at 5am to get ready for work. like who tf thought it's okay for school to start as early as 7am. every day until 5pm for 6 days a week haha i was mentally and physically drained that i can't even read properly without dozing off. i had the worst luck in 2018 well not exactly i got vip tix for both wanna one fanmeeting and world tour...the ticketings were a whole new level of nightmare...a real bloodbath. 

whatever, things happened so let's work harder in 2019!! also gonna miss wanna one so much! you boys were the best things to ever happened to me last year! i wish i could be happy this year!