She used to be this girl that have a foul way to speak, a resting face that everyone was afraid of. Hell, even her English teacher said that she didn't want to get into the class because she was in. She asked her to smile but she stared at her blankly. She was this girl who couldn't care less about what was happening around her. Made a joke, she wouldn't laugh. Made a bright and light atmosphere, she wouldn't laugh. Talked about something sad, she wasn't affected. She wouldn't shed a single tears even if her loved one passed away. She was a monster with a sharp tongue, hurting and left her victims bleed after releasing her venom which was her words. She used to always see the bad in everything. She was antisocial. She wouldn't even attend her close family big event such as the wedding. She's not someone who will say the word 'love'. She hated it with all of the fibres in her body. She would never say sorry nor lower her ego. She was this selfish girl who only think of herself. 

Now she's nineteen, she learnt the hard way and she's sure that everyone, at some point, learnt it hard too. She still have a bit of an attitude when she speaks but that can be fixed with time. As a proof, she's a gentle speaker compared to the 13 years old kid she was. That resting face? Don't worry, she still keep it and use it wisely instead of gluing it on her face all the time and oh! She'd raises her eyebrows when you're not making sense. She learnt how to smile genuinely but still fakes it in front of the patients. I mean, how can she not when it's all about reputation? XD It takes a lot to make her laugh though. She's still the emotionless girl as her friends call her "The Icy-stone Cold Human"(#ThisIsReal) They are like, "Aren't you scared watching horror movie?  Aren't you sad that the character is dying? " She will only shrugs, she's a girl who prefer a short and definite answer. She doesn't like making her life complicated. Also, instead of using her sharp tongue, she keeps quite to avoid hurting others. She's really good at it! She's still not a social butterfly but she keeps her connections with everyone. Love? Does she still hates it? No she doesn't but she's not ready to use it to ANYONE, including her parents.. Hey! She's still learning, cut her some slack. She also learnt that her ego won't bring her anywhere so she let it go and apologize when she needs to. She won't say sorry unless she really mean it. How about being selfish? She's half selfish, half selfless. Wow, just a nice balance. She's not kind but she's not bad. She's not everyone's favourite but she's can be used whenever needed. She's Aqieyra Mel and SHE'S ME...