Am I hiding behind a name? Have it ever cross your mind that I want to come out strong despite my mental state? We are all trying to protect ourselves in every sort of way. There's no need to be mean, try to be more supportive. 

I know it's hard to find someone who really cares but there will be, you just need to be patient and find them. I was a tad bit shocked to know what I have with me but being engulfed in someone's arm, a person you trust is the best comfort that you could ever wish for. 

I'm here now, standing tall but still want to soar high and with the support of my loved ones, I know I'm able to reach. It's my last 'teen' birthday and I haven't been active for long, well I have to sacrifice to get where I am now so that's that. My parents are not with me, my siblings? They have their own life to live but I will enjoy my 19th birthday with happiness. We don't know when we will die, so why not have fun (be a rebel, that memories will be carved in our heart 😉)  

It's 11/10, my birthday then on 12/10 it's my boy friend but he's in the Army(?) training. He's such a bullying little but I can't hate him. I mean, how could I? He's nice in his own way, making me flash a smile (I rarely do) OH!!! 13/10 IT'S JIMIN'S BIRTHDAY!!!! BUT I'M STUCK HERE ㅠ_ㅠ