Hello everyone who reads this <3 

So I know that I usually used to tell you of difficult things here, but today, I don't want to do that. I want to tell you that I'm no longer depressed! ^o^ For years, I had no idea what that felt like, I was in that dark place and I didn't even know about it and now, everything is light. Like almost literally- it's like Baekhyun finally shone his full power on me or something :') (or maybe it's Chanyeol who melted my dark, defensive walls jakshfalkjh)

To be honest, EXO has been a big part of my life since History, but they've become so much more important to me in the last year. If it wasn't for EXO, I wouldn't be here on aff and I wouldn't have met the great friends that I did. I needed those friends (in other words you ahaha) to pull me out of the darkness ;; I'm so grateful to everyone who ever extended a hand or a kind word to me - you have literally saved my life. At the beginning of this year, I had frequent thoughts.... that I'm not sharing in this blogpost because I don't want to trigger anyone. I don't have those thoughts anymore because I know there is so much more waiting for me. What I feel now, is that I'm alive and I have you all to thank for that! <3 And now with EXO's comeback, I couldn't possibly be a happier person. 

So yes. Thank you so much for being alive and being great! <3 I love you, if that means anything! ^o^