8 years and still trainee?! I know you work hard. This is unfair. What kinda work is this?

Never give up . Life is indeed hard . Most of us , all of our money is used up for bills and etc. Modern society , our responsiblities are more than our pay. Its okay you're not alone.

Continue to work hard . Pray to God and when you have blessing always do some donation and bless others. I think and feel that the more you share with others , more blessings you get.

Try to review your contract . Usually when you work for a certain period of time, your employer should upgrade your post to full time worker ( permanent position) , increase salary , and also provide some other social benefits like allowance , health care and etc.. Talk to your HR manager and see what you can do.

thank you... thank you

Don't say it's stupid... you just have too work extra hard and be positive