It's getting so in hard to write both of my fanfics atm

Why?

Bc I lack in the emotion department, that's why. 

I'm not saying I don't feel emotions but I have a hard time expressing them. 

So I also have a hard time writing emotional scenes. 

Like, there's a I've been trying to finish for the past few months but I can't bc it's supposed to be a very intimate moment between the characters and it's supposed to be low key really sweet and

But I'm not sweet? In general? I don't do fluff, I don't do lovey dovey, none of that? I can't even use the L word when it comes to feelings bc I just... Don't? I can't? 

I'm the kind of person that calls you an imbecile but doesn't mean it. It's just my way of telling you I appreciate you a lot. 

So here I am, stuck and trying to write this sappy bc I want my readers to be happy while dying on the inside bc I just start blocking at every damn word.

Is there a cure for this?

- exit Kokris