You're my light in the dark. I won't say you were, because you'll continue to be. You're always there for me and I'll remember our talks about life and death. I'll remember that you never let me down, even though we used to clash often. I think we grew closer in recent years, I tried understanding you more and accepted our differences. Because in spite of all that, I love you very much and I know you love me too. Please keep an eye out for me. I'm not ready to face life without you. But I know you're here and when you move on, you'll be in my heart forever. 

I love you

I'm sorry I use this place to vent