After a few days of doing my usual stuff and trying to make others smile...... Things finally broke down for a bit......

I got burnt out, despair sets in, but then a hidden light inside of me kept telling me to carry on..... However if i do so, making others smile and repeat it, i finally decided to close the doors of positiveness that i give to others.....

Even though i feel sad that all of this has to end.... I realized one thing, even though i am straight, helping others doesnt turn me around, but it turns my mind into locking all emotions from entering in... Turning my mind a little aual, yeah idk what all of these means.... But i guess for quite a long time i will grow old without trying..... Being 24 and being called uncle is quite bad enough....

I just hope one day everyone will be able to smile.... As memories gather... It will make me happy, for awhile...

I sincerely apologise to all, who i helped, that i could not help you from today onwards.... Mianhae...

Yuansaga

IRL: Daeyoon