playlist

— Oh my girl banhana - Banana allergy monkey

— Loona's Yeojin - Kiss later

— Laszlo - Closer
— Marshmello - alone (MRVLZ remix)
— Beatburger - She so high

Personality traits

mbti type: INFP - hogwarts house: Huffleclaw

— (+): active, energetic, cheerful, creative
— (0): pure, religious, soft
— (-): close-minded, careless, shy, clumsy

Personality 

"Lushi is a flower that only blooms when she dances, or when she's with that guy named Yoonjae."

Active and energetic: Lushi always had lots of energy. She in fact has too much energy, and when she can't let it out she'll become stressed. That's why she loves dancing so much, and shines so brightly when dancing. It's the best way to let go of her overload of energy while not being shy about it. She usually stores up her energy inside because she's too shy, and is afraid of failure and embarassing herself. But once she can practice a sport, especially dance, this little girl will bloom and shine the brightest.

"Good morning, flowers! Good morning, world!" - "Good morning, Lushi!" - "U-uhm- good m-morning- Eunho-"

Cheerful: Lushi might be extremely shy, she is still a smiley girl. She'd be walking around with a bright smile plastered on her face, but once someone compliments her on that she'd run away of embarassment. That's just Lushi. She loves life, she loves Twilight, she loves so much stuff, but she just isn't good around other people. She definitely brings some extra sunshine to the group though.

"We shouldn't have let a pen on the loose with paper napkins on the table... Now it's full of Lushi's doodles..."

Creative: Lushi has a creative mind. She draws and doodles on everything she can find, is always trying to create something new, if it's not music, it's choreographies, or animations, just anything creative. Lushi thinks in pictures, has a wild imagination. She has her own world that is waiting to be discovered once she becomes better at interacting with other people. Her mind, it's amazing. It's an endless pit of ideas.

"Did you do anything dirty with Yoonjae yet?" - "W-what? Why do you think so lowly of me? I-I'm not a sinner! Not before marriage!"

Pure and soft: Lushi is absolute adorableness, and she has a mostly pure heart. Her mother originally thought that she would become a nun when growing older, because she was always so absolutely good. She's the ultimate good girl, even though her religious beliefs make others not believe so. She's also still fully innocent and it's honestly adorable seeing her react so heavily towards the mention of rated stuff. Even erts are able to stop being erted in Lushi's presence because she just has that aura of goodness, innocence and purity. Even though she has commited some sins...

"Jezus Christ, when will Lushi stop being such a nun."

Religious and close-minded: while her parents were never that religious, Lushi always took it quite seriously. She has religious beliefs and tries to go to church weekly, even though her schedule allows her to often be able to go once a month. She prays before having any food, before performing, before bed. She's a devoted Christian and is not ashamed of it. That also brings problems, because she for example used to be against LGBT+. With maturing, it's getting better, but having an LGBT+ member would definitely bring drama at the start, as she doesn't fully agree yet. She is against tattoos and stuff like before marriage too, but once she starts living with the other members, she'll slowly learn that everything mentioned before is actually okay, and she'll soften up. But for now, she's still against it all, and will open on this occasion.

"Did tuzi seriously cut herself... again?"

Careless and clumsy: Lushi often throws herself into things without overthinking it. She has to be looked out for because she often does dumb things or just messes up simple things. She trips over her own feet a lot, breaks stuff and her fingers are often full of bandages because she cuts them while preparing food. She's an out-of-the-box thinker thanks to her creative mind, but that often makes it that her plans are crazy and risky as well.

"We've known her for four years now and she still gets shy. Yoonjae, how long did it take for you to get to her heart?" - "A month? Why?" /insert Twilight jaw drops/

Shy: Lushi's biggest obstacle. She's not really good with people, she's never been since her parents' divorce. She always had a hard time interacting with other people. When people would ask why, she would say that she finds her friends in music, dancing and animals. Lushi becomes a mess when she has to talk, and often has problems expressing herself. She only blooms when spending time with extremely kind people who make her feel at ease. Other people will have to work hard for a while to get her heart. She can only express herself fully through dancing and singing, and that's a reason why she shines so bright on stage, because her heart is shining too.

Background Little Lushi was born as the second child of a family that wasn't particularly rich, but was on the wealthier side. Her big brother, who was 7 years older than her, was really into dancing since a young age. Lushi always watched her brother, and when she was old enough, Lushi joined the ballet club. She was a bright, popular and happy child, always smiling and following her brother around when she wasn't busy dancing, singing or drawing. She was a dream child, and so was her big brother. But ballet wasn't what Lushi wanted to dance. She already knew that when she was 9. Her brother was doing street dance instead, and that's what Lushi wanted. She still remembers the grins of the club members when she asked to join. Such a little, cute girl? Interested in street dancing? No way. But they offered her to join a lesson anyway, thinking she would give up soon. But they were mistaken. Lushi had the time of her life, even though it wasn't easy for her to follow at the start. She joined the club as youngest and only girl at that moment, since it was still small and mainly aimed towards boys. She became the club's cute little sister, and when performing, the public simply melted over her cuteness. The club became quite famous in Beijing for their skills, creative performance, but also the little sunshine in the crew, and they were able to perform on concerts and talent shows. Because she started so early and had the basics down from ballet, Lushi took a headstart, and learned it all incredibly quick.

Right when the dance crew really started to get out there, Lushi and her brother came home to fighting parents. Lushi never knew anything about their parents not getting along so well anymore, but her brother did, and he hid her away safely before going to help his mom. Their dad had come home extremely drunk, their mom had found texts that proved that he was cheating, and everything about their dad was revealed all at once. He had been stealing money from both the mother and the kids to waste in gambling and on es. Their dad, who seemed like such a good guy, had been leeching off the mother all this time, the hard-working, sweetest mom. Dad started to beat her up, and Lushi tried to stay silent, but as she heard cries from her mom while she was hiding in the clauset, something snapped inside her, she made a 180° turn. Her brother, who was 18, broke up the fight and beat up their dad while their mom called the police.

Their mom immediately divorced the dad, erasing everything involving him. Both of the children changed their last names to their mother's, Zheng. But their mom quickly noticed that both of the children were terrified to ever see dad again, because he was still living somewhere in town, and knew where they lived. He had sworn to return during the divorce talks too. Their mom decided to move to Korea with the children as soon as possible, and they started a new life in a family apartment in Seoul. Their mom got a new job, but she gained way less money than before. Her brother wanted to bring something to the household too, and since he was an outstanding dancer, he started to specialise in popping and quickly became known in Seoul, then Korea, then the world. Because of the traumatising events, Lushi's trust had disappeared. She was only 11. The events and switch of culture really did something to her, and she hid herself away from the world. The only thing she had was music and art. She started to compose music, and still followed her brother, starting to specialise in popping just like him. Lushi didn't really have friends, she just spent time in her room doing all her creative stuff. There was one boy though...

When they had moved into the new house in Seoul, their neighbours turned out to be really nice and helpful people. They assisted the family with integrating, paperwork and general understanding of the culture. They teached the chinese family so much, and made their integration process way easier. Their mom had found some good friends in the neighbours as well. They also had a child, a single child. It was a young boy, 15 years old. He looked a bit funny with his dorky glasses, but he was honestly really cute. He was right in the middle between Lushi and her brother's age, so he tried to befriend both. Lushi was very wary of him, but her brother immediately befriended the boy, and assured his sister that he was really, like super extra kind. His name was Lee Yoonjae, he was indeed really kind, and he really loved gaming.

Lushi still took around a month to open up to Yoonjae, but he was just so nice, patient and friendly. He looked out for her, teached her Korean, helped her with her homework. Yoonjae became a person of comfort, like a big brother, kinda. Yoonjae spent lots of his time at the Zheng house, because he always missed having siblings. He showed both of the siblings his love for gaming, and the two showed him their love for music and dancing. It was like the Zheng family got a middle sibling.

Lushi's puberty came considerably late, and she was still the same little girl even when she was 17. It happened in her family, but her brother happened to not have it, constitutional delay. Lushi was a late bloomer in every aspect, she still is. Yoonjae and her brother had always encouraged her to enter the idol career, and started training. In 2014, Lushi started to try out. She auditioned for the nearest company, being Moon entertainment. It was summer, and Lushi, with her talent for dance and decent vocals, of course got in after first try. She was told to hide it as much as possible, and got put into the line-up of Twilight pretty soon. They needed a female dancer to complete their planned group, and Lushi was exactly what they needed.

In November, Lushi couldn't keep it a secret anymore, and told Yoonjae proudly. She was a young, 17 year old girl, who had quite the interest in the boy, even though they saw each other as siblings. She just couldn't help but feel attracted, but she didn't realise. Yoonjae tried to smile, but his expression got gloomy. The conversation went like this:

"Yoonjae! Yoonjae! I have to tell you something!"

"I have to tell you something as well, Lushi..."

"Me first! I've joined a company! I was told to keep the fact that I'm a trainee hidden, but I just had to tell you! I hope you can support me throughout this journey!"

Yoonjae's bitter smile pierced right through Lushi's heart.

"Little fuzzyfuzz... I'm sorry..."

"Sorry? For what?"

"I won't be able to support you..."

"Wait, what? What do you mean?"

"I got offered a contract to become a professional gamer... in China."

That is the moment when Lushi's world collapsed again, and when she realised that she liked Lee Yoonjae.

Lushi shut herself off again, and the other Twilight members just couldn't get to her. She had promised her brother and Yoonjae that she would make it, and that kept her going, but Lushi felt empty, and even though she got better, that emptiness is still lingering.

Trivia 

— Likes

League of legends, all because of one guy

dancing

singing

music, especially music that she can dance to or that makes her happy

kbbq

carrots, still a little bunny

calm places

wellness

being on her own

drawing and art

composing and producing music

kind people

ice cream, especially vanilla

smoothies

berries

pineapple

— Dislikes

anything involving milk except for ice cream and smoothies (since it has yoghurt)

crowded places

alcohol and drunk people

angsty movies

horror

bananas

squid

extremely spicy food

kimchi

living in the twilight dorm, she still isn't close enough to want to live with them, and she wants to go back to her comfort zone where her mom, the neighbours and sometimes her brother are

music that is basically vocals + beat, it's been a trend lately and Lushi absolutely hates it

metal music, too hard for her, man

unnessecary pitch changes to add something to the song. Often it just falls flat, unless it's like B1A4's A lie

— Fears

drunk people

fights

demons

fire

losing her mom, brother or Yoonjae, even though she's basically lost him, or at least she thinks so

— Habits

she's a nail biter

shaking her head

hiding away when she's in distress

staying silent when she's afraid, she has learned that on a crucial moment in life

talking to animals like they're her best friends

yes, even doves and cockroaches

praying before performances or important events, any time she eats or before going to bed

going to church at least once a month

hugging something when sleeping, she might unconciously hug a member if they have to sleep next to each other, even when she's still very shy and awkward with them. she just needs something to hug in order to sleep
she watches videos from Yoonjae at least once a day, that way she somehow still feels connected to him

— Hobbies

dancing

singing

composing and producing

drawing and doodling

playing the piano

— Special talents

she can add ad-libs to any song blindly

she can predict melodies of songs she never heard before

popping

she doesn't really do much otherwise because she's really bad at variety

— Trivia

she has a plush that she always sleeps with and hugs it while sleeping, but since it's bigger than her pillow, it's often in the way and ends up falling out of bed, so she'll hug something else in her sleep, the plush is called Cheechoo and she always wishes it good morning and good night.

a late bloomer, she only started growing and developing curves around 2014-2015, so when Yoonjae left, she was still like a little girl.

she dreams to adopt kitten triplets. why triplets? Because her family and Yoonjae's family are with three members too

has claustrophobia

is left handed

has a hidden youtube channel with remixes and animations, but no one knows it's her

is lactose intolerant and she blames her lack of growth and late puberty on that

Relations 

— Big brother / Zheng Libao / 28 / world famous dancer / because of his international dance career, Libao isn't at home that often anymore, but he makes sure to always take care of his lovely little sister. He has protected her through all her life. Without each other, the siblings are nothing. When Libao is not taking care of his sunshine, he's teasing her, or complaining about his age. (fc: Qin Fen)

— groupmate / Song Eunho / 23 / Member of Twilight / Lushi and Eunho share a similar personality (i think so at least cause they share the same mbti type), so they both tend to keep distance from each other, but once they properly get to know each other they'll become great friends.

— groupmate / Asuka Umeko / 19 / Member of Twilight / Lushi is not close with most of the members, but since Umeko seems to be very nice, she's starting to open up to her first (except for Chuming, if he gets picked too)

— Groupmate (if they're chosen together ofc) / Wang Chuming / 22 / member of Twilight / Chuming is a Chinese, just like Lushi. They joined Moon entertainment around the same time, and while Lushi already integrated into Korea, Chuming was new to Korea, knowing barely any Korean and getting used to living there. He was a really kind and dorky child, and Lushi quickly saw him as a person who could be trusted. She has teached him some Korean, and both of them find comfort with each other, being able to have secret conversations no one understands in Mandarin. Chuming is the only one Lushi sees as friend in Twilight, currently. They also have similar positions, and are often shipped by the fandom. They are also best friends right now.

Stage name Lushy, just another way of writing her name
pLOTLINE 06 / The Bashful

Vocal twin Babyboo Dabin (or Laboum's Yujeong)

dance twin Lee Joohyun

rap twin N/A

talking twin Li Zixuan

Trainee years 3,5 years (summer 2014 - debut date)

Trainee life Lushi started out well, but when Yoonjae left, she fell into a pit, and her progress stagnated for a while. But gladly, there were Chuming and Libao to drag her out of it. She always worked the hardest she could, because she promised the people dear to her that she would make it, and when the group started to lose hope, she landed into a depression. Maybe that's also because at that time, Yoonjae disappeared from the pro player scene, and she never heard from him. But in the end, they ended up debuting, and not so long after, Yoonjae returned. Everything worked out for Lushi in the end, and that makes her be able to open up more and work even harder to reach her goals.

Pre-debut 

— 2006-2008 / Member of a street dance crew and performed a lot with them

Scandals 

— 2018 / Twilight's Lushi leeching off brother's success? / Both specialise in popping, and since Libao is a world famous dancer, knetz thought Lushi learned popping solely to leech off his success, but that wasn't true.

— 2018 / Twilight's Lushi and Chuming dating? / Oh how the knetz were wrong on this one. They noticed that Lushi was way closer to Chuming than all the rest, so they automatically started to speculate. Chuming's just a really caring friend who often holds Lushi's hand in crowded places to calm her down and keep her safe with him, because such a small and light girl could get lost easily in the crowd.
— 2020? idk / Twilight's Lushi and professional gamer Rush revealed to be dating / This time, the leaks showed a lot, and dispatch was spot on. Lushi and Yoonjae were bothered by the dating scandal, but only Lushi got affected a lot, because in the pro gaming scene, it is actually allowed to reveal that you have a girlfriend and all. Rush only had to sit through countless questions in interviews and from other pro gamers.

Comments Heyy! I finished her sooner than I expected! I hope you like my little baby (and Chuming too, who I'll try to finish soon too!). Also, Yoonjae's story is pretty accurate, he really fell into a depression... I played around it and make the love story quite sad, but I really want you to write out the meeting again, and possibly the joy (if you are starting at predebut) of Lushi finding out that Yoonjae is BACK and BACK TO SLAY! I swear, he was a really popular player and the moment he got announced with KT, the pro gamer fans were all celebrating, even my brother, who dislikes kt because they are my favourites. Also, I only noticed just now but all the faceclaims for chinese characters in this app are from the same entertainment agency, Li Ziquan, Qin Fen and Chuming's fc are all from OACA entertainment lmao my oaca stan has emerged.

Scene requests Yoonjae and Lushi finally seeing each other again
Lushi taking the group to watch a game from Yoonjae
Lushi finally starting to open up to the others (except Chuming cause she's open to him already)
maybe a dance show and Lushi collaborates with her brother?

Password Your guiding light! Hello! We're Twilight!