Why am I (I)

Always feeling this pain?

It's unfair, I (I)

Fooled myself with hope again

It's all the same

 

I can't do it anymore

I think that I'm losing my mind

It's all a mess of words

I've cried my tears, I'm dry

 

I thought it'll be okay

But I

I feel stuck and

I'm weak inside

 

I can't sleep at all

Everything is making me frustrated

The night passes in a blur

My heart still hurts

 

And here I lay down

Staring at nothing all day long

I'm waiting for the night

But the sleep doesn't come

 

I don't know, I don't know

I don't know anything

I want love, I want love oh

 

But I don't, no I don't

I don't deserve it

I'm waiting for the night

So that I can hate myself alone

 

This insomnia, I

Really can't stand it

I just ing hate it

 

I'm, I'm trying to forget

But my mind is heartless

 

I keep staring at the clock

Slowly watching how it passes by, the time

I want to talk but

I can't make a sound

 

I can't sleep at all

Everything is making me frustrated

The night passes in a blur

My heart still hurts

 

And here I lay down

Staring at nothing all day long

I'm waiting for the night

But the sleep doesn't come

 

I don't know

But when I'm awake

Everything just hurts

 

How do I fix that

Broken heart

I'm trying to hold on

But I

 

I keep thinking of everything that is ruined

I hate you, I despise myself too

It's only me, I'm half gone

I can't stop my thoughts, it's always the worst but

 

I don't feel like I'm living anymore

 

I can't sleep at all

Everything is making me frustrated

The night passes in a blur

My heart still hurts

 

And here I lay down

Staring at nothing all day long

I'm waiting for the night

But the sleep doesn't come

 

I don't know, I don't know

I don't know anything

I want love, I want love oh

 

But I don't, no I don't

I don't deserve it

I'm waiting for the night

So that I can hate myself alone

 

I don't know

But when I'm awake

Everything just hurts