family and grades
does anyone else's parent's show favortism? bc mine does. my mom is fussing at me for have a bad grade on my final and said that we can't go to Kcon no more. but she ing let's me brother go and do whatever he wants, and he is faling his classes. i fet a few F's here an there on certain assignmets like a normal person, but she fusses at me like i'm falling my coures. I have A's and B's and only one C and that's in AP US History. and i falied bc of of my teacher giving me the wrong quiz to study for, i asked her if i could retake it or have any extra credit and she said no bc all grades are final. she gives me and my sister and takes things away from us, but my brother can slide with ever the he wants. she says she loves us ing equally, and look now. my brother got to go to ing LA this weekend and my mom knew he was failing his classes! she took away my phone bc i wasn't paying attention to my brother while he was doing his homework, and he's in the 4th grade about to go on to 5th. hell i had ot do my homework myslef at that agrade i didn't someone to baby me. and yet i'm the one in ing trouble for this ?
she's is jsut so aggrivating right now. I can't wait to move out, then she could stop ing telling me what the real world is going to be like. I know that i'm going to have to learn myself, but th won't stop. she said i'm giving people attiudes, does she not know that she's the only one i'm giving it too. she can act as if she's all close with me but she was gone from my life for nearly 5 years, only times she came to see us was on holidays that's it. how can i open up to a person who was out of my life for nearly 5 years? she takes my siblings (and i go with them) out of NOLA and tells me that i had more freedom here. How the hell can you call it freedom if i have to make good grades on everything just ot get your approval? she punishes me for the simplest things, and she wonders why i streat her the way i do.
she says that i have more freedom here in Cali, but what's the difference b/w then and now? it's just a rommer cage, but a cage is still a cage no matter how large or fancy. i still have t follow strict rules, and get scolded it for the smallest things. she tells me she wants to hear my thoughts, no bc if i open my mouth i know we are just going to argue. so there is not point of talking to that woman, she all she ever does is show favortism, and scoldes my sister and i.
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