I Don't Really Know So

have a song


A little I sway

And admit I don't know

You live and I don't

The same empty words

 

I'm drunk again

Slowly losing my mind

I need something new

Maybe if I smile

Then it won't hurt

 

Just a second now

Have I lost it all?

Telling you everything is

Unlike me at all

 

It pains me and

I'm half gone

I try to say it's fine

Only to end up alone

 

So won't you give me a chance at love?

Will you accept the mess I am as whole?

I promise I'll do the same until you're bored

Or until you decide it's love, you always have a choice

 

Can you see into my soul?

Is it worth anything? Is it not?

I also see you

 

You have so many holes

You're not confident, not even a bit

You're scared, you're half done

You're not perfect, but you don't pretend to know

You've suffered for long

 

But you don't have to tell me

Just look into my eyes

And I promise I won't go

I won't force you

To face anything on your own

 

Even if I'm a silhouette

Inside your mind

You don't have to say it's okay

I don't care that much if it's all wrong

 

The skies have a certain glow

It's beautiful, I look at it with you

And for second, I don't think I won't

I don't think I won't live anymore

Is it that weird to feel like this or

Do other people feel like me when it comes to this world?

 

I want to see more and more

 

So won't you give me a chance at love?

Will you accept the mess I am as whole?

I promise I'll do the same until you're bored

Or until you decide it's love, you always have a choice

 

A little I fade

But you pull me and I know

I live and you don't

The same meaningful words

 

You're crying again

Are you losing your mind?

Do you want me as much as I need you?

Maybe if you stay by my side

Then it won't be so blurred

 

I don't want to say I know

Because I don't know anything at all

But it's fine, I just want you to be fine the most

And you feel the same way so

 

So come back indoors and

Wash away the rain

In a shower and I'll say it'll be fine

Oh, I swear I won't lie from now on

Just give me an answer, don't leave me hanging on

I'm holding onto a thin string, it's driving me crazy

 

You're giving me a chance at love

And you're embracing me as a whole

I'll do my best to make sure you're not bored

I don't know what you've decided but

But you always have a choice

 

A little I say

But it means the world

You say you won't

Give me away and I know

 

A little you pray

For you and me

Even if it doesn't make sense

I think it kinda does

 

Hold my hand, pull me close

I hold your hand, pull you close

I don't think I think at this point

Just give me your love

 

Before I'm gone

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