I Don't Really Know So
have a song
A little I sway
And admit I don't know
You live and I don't
The same empty words
I'm drunk again
Slowly losing my mind
I need something new
Maybe if I smile
Then it won't hurt
Just a second now
Have I lost it all?
Telling you everything is
Unlike me at all
It pains me and
I'm half gone
I try to say it's fine
Only to end up alone
So won't you give me a chance at love?
Will you accept the mess I am as whole?
I promise I'll do the same until you're bored
Or until you decide it's love, you always have a choice
Can you see into my soul?
Is it worth anything? Is it not?
I also see you
You have so many holes
You're not confident, not even a bit
You're scared, you're half done
You're not perfect, but you don't pretend to know
You've suffered for long
But you don't have to tell me
Just look into my eyes
And I promise I won't go
I won't force you
To face anything on your own
Even if I'm a silhouette
Inside your mind
You don't have to say it's okay
I don't care that much if it's all wrong
The skies have a certain glow
It's beautiful, I look at it with you
And for second, I don't think I won't
I don't think I won't live anymore
Is it that weird to feel like this or
Do other people feel like me when it comes to this world?
I want to see more and more
So won't you give me a chance at love?
Will you accept the mess I am as whole?
I promise I'll do the same until you're bored
Or until you decide it's love, you always have a choice
A little I fade
But you pull me and I know
I live and you don't
The same meaningful words
You're crying again
Are you losing your mind?
Do you want me as much as I need you?
Maybe if you stay by my side
Then it won't be so blurred
I don't want to say I know
Because I don't know anything at all
But it's fine, I just want you to be fine the most
And you feel the same way so
So come back indoors and
Wash away the rain
In a shower and I'll say it'll be fine
Oh, I swear I won't lie from now on
Just give me an answer, don't leave me hanging on
I'm holding onto a thin string, it's driving me crazy
You're giving me a chance at love
And you're embracing me as a whole
I'll do my best to make sure you're not bored
I don't know what you've decided but
But you always have a choice
A little I say
But it means the world
You say you won't
Give me away and I know
A little you pray
For you and me
Even if it doesn't make sense
I think it kinda does
Hold my hand, pull me close
I hold your hand, pull you close
I don't think I think at this point
Just give me your love
Before I'm gone
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