I was listening to the LiS soundtrack and was hit with a wave of sadness so here's some lyrics about how I feel

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I get up out of bed

I have some breakfast

Or grab a snack

I wash my face and hands

And take a cold shower

 

I go outside, I stay at home

I'm with people, I'm alone

I text somebody, I'm on the phone

I have everybody until suddenly

I realize I have no one

At this dark hour

 

Am I alive yet?

Am I alive yet?

Am I alive yet?

Am I alive or not?

 

I read books and watch shows

Some are underrated

Some well known

My tastes vary a lot

 

Listening to some music

Subtly trying to dance

It's sad and happy and bittersweet

I don't know what those lyrics mean

So I'll hum instead

 

Am I alive yet?

Am I alive yet?

Am I alive yet?

Am I alive or not?

 

I study to have a fate

Am I alive yet?

I talk to my friends

Am I alive yet?

I work on my hobbies every day

Am I alive yet?

I feel sad, lonely and depressed

Am I alive yet?

 

Oh if nothing makes me feel

Oh if everything is devoid of meaning

Oh if I don't ever come close to being happy

Then what does it all mean? I don't get it

 

Am I

Am I

Am I

Am I

Alive or not?