whew since it's night and I'm always more emotional at night, have a sad lesbian love song since I'm so good at these!

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And so my wounds are open now

I make my way forward

But I keep on stumbling

 

A small voice reaches me

It's someone that I used to know

It's not much but it gives me courage

To keep on walking

 

I want to live on

I want to be happy but I'm not

The cold wind of city life blows

And I stand here alone, remembering everything

 

A happiness that won't return to me

It has taken my wish of staying with you

No longer do the stars shine for me

Their light disappeared the day you were gone

 

A place that I can't call home is what I'm leaving

And all the promises I made

Will be reborn with someone else

But still I know I'll always have my heart filled with you

 

The fire that burned inside

Has slowly been put out

One day for sure, I'll forget your smile

Until then I'll just cry

 

A lover that won't return to me

I've shed my tears every day

But one day we'll both be reborn

And I'm certain, oh, I'll have you by me

You'll have my by you

 

When I can't fall asleep at all

Memories of your warm breath

It calms down my anxieties

You made me better than I was before

But you weren't here to see it happen

It's okay if our first forever was a lie

 

My wish, it will last long

I have it today and tomorrow it'll march on

No matter how long I have to wait

Even if I'm close to falling apart

I have to believe

 

A happiness that won't return to me

It has taken my wish of staying with you

No longer do the stars shine for me

Their light disappeared the day you were gone

 

No matter what it is that will stand in my way

I will willingly go forward

That doesn't mean I'll forget

One day everything we hoped for will come true

 

I don't care what anyone says

Meeting you was the biggest miracle in my life

You have awakened something within

The world seemed alive with you

 

A lover that showed me everything

Again I'll do my best to somehow live

So don't worry your head up in the skies

Don't be sad anymore, my beautiful girl

I'll make you proud of me

 

Such a small town

And yet you showed me something big

You showed me I'm alive for a reason so

I'm thankful

 

Even if my happiness won't come back to me

I have one final wish to ask of you

Sit on a falling star and fall for me

Until the end of our small world

 

The place I left was a past I won't ever truly leave

I'll keep all my promises until the end

If one day there will be someone else

I know they'll know my fire won't burn as strongly as it did with you

 

There's something more left to say

My dear I'm grateful to have seen your smile

I always wonder if I conveyed my feelings enough

Did you know you were my everything or not?

 

A lover that one day will find me

We both know that this will happen some day

When we're both reborn as others but will have the same love

Then I'll know for sure, I have found you