Hello there. I'm not so sure if anyone who added me as a friend or is one of my readers will ever read this. I just thought I should let you guys know what has been happening lately in my life and also why I haven't been updating. (I also needed a space to blog since Dayre closed down and using Blogger/Blogspot is a bit too troublesome and time-consuming for me).

Anyways, why I haven't been updating:

1) School

I started my first year of college (or rather polytechnic) last year and I have been so terribly busy. I joined a dance club too and I had practices almost everyday last year. My only rest days were the weekends and it because those two days always passed by so quickly, I hate it.

I always have ideas floating around my head for my stories which makes me more inspired to write but whenever I sit in front of my laptop, the ideas flew out of my head and my mind is blank. My writer's block is super terrible, I swear. And, this would lead to my next point.

2) Loss of Passion & Inspiration

Before i started schooling again, I had a 6-month break and I was so free I could do whatever I wanted. I could stay in bed or at home for days literally doing unproductive things. I remembered I finished watching 3 whole seasons of Friends within a month. I was that free. That point of time was also the time where I always wrote whatever ideas that were on my head and I could write so many chapters in just 2 days. I miss the old me, I really do. But the passion I have for writing is gone.....like I can never write whatever I have on my mind in words. At school, I had this assignment where we had to write a full story within a day. I was so inspired in the morning and had all these ideas but I ended up half-assing the story because I got bored and uninspired.

Long story short, I will always feel that my writing is terrible and awful and put the chapter or story in draft. That's why I am so uninspired because I hate putting out bad quality work.

That's mostly it, I guess. I don't know when I can ever get back to writing but I really hope I do. Because I miss being able to write and generating or coming up with new ideas in a second. Writing down all those ideas into 2-3 chapters for a story. Sigh.

Anyway

It's almost 2AM and it is my baby's birthday today. #HappySehunDay