It's been a while since I've updated this blog. I hope everyone's been doing well.

I don't entirely know where this post is heading but I'm just going to let it pour out naturally.

I firstly want to update you all on my work situation, I've been working at an IT place since August last year and I love it. Nice people, decent pay and it's not a long commute. The hours aren't so bad either so I'm happy.

Mentally I could be better but I've been dealing with some news I've had recently regarding my childhood years and honestly, I'm handling it a lot better than I expected which is always a good thing.

Writing wise. I'm not sure if you've noticed but I tend to go in and out of phases where I lack motivation/have huge periods of writers block. This is affected by a number of factors including how busy I am, tiredness and mental health. I love writing though. It's a great outlet for me to express myself, whether it be certain ual desires/fantasies or cute stories of romanticised veiws of relationships, and it makes me happy knowing I can make others happy with my writing.

I primarily write as 1- it's easy to write PWP once you have a setting, it is just . And 2. When I first started writing it was difficult to find well written of pairings you like. I have written fluff and chaptered stories and I do find them quite statisfying if I'm honest (I feel like theres more effort to put into it) but finding time or motivation to continue on is where I'm floored.

I have been trying to keep up with writing recently (I've updated my one shots 4 times in about a month after a 6 month break and I'm trying to have Saturday evening as dedicated writing time) and I'd love to honestly write a chaptered story again and not leave it unfinished. I'm thinking of alternating between weekends (1 weekend for one shots and the other for the chaptered story) but I don't even have a small idea. It will probably be rated M for language and references but I don't want it all to be based around .

Also another big obstacle is the fact that I really don't listen to much kpop outside of Red Velvet so outside of the main characters I wouldn't even know who to include.

Meh. I really don't know but hopefully I can come up with something and start pushing my boundaries as a writer again.

As always I'm still alive and am happy to talk to everyone. Also I do lurk around here most days to read updates stuff.

So uh yeah. I'll wrap this up. Bye ♡