Will someone ever love me? I don’t know what romantic love is. I never been in a relationship. But everyone around me seems to be in love or to be fine with being single. Sure I just want to be in a relationship so I can experience it. But I really want a pillar of support. I hear it in songs, poems, movies, and books even. And I always wondered what’s it like to be in love? Sure I’m not skinny but don’t some people like curves? I’m not the smartest, but isn’t that okay? I’m not even close to being the prettiest or even pretty in general (in my opinion), but don’t some people find other things than outer appearance? I fall in love so easily, and when I do it’s hard. I never told him that I loved him until a year later. And I think I’m started to be interested in bad boys? ( this is because I actually have a crush on someone’ right now and he can be considered a bad boy, and I just met someone who also gave off that vibe. ) Idk. But all I know is that I need a pillar. Sure I have my friends and family, but I’m not close to my family and I don’t really have any close friends since I moved out of state. What’s even more ironic is that I was born on Valentine’s Day and help people who are in relationships yet I never had a boyfriend? Like WTF???? I know I maybe rushing things but when the time comes the times comes. And I can’t stop it. So for now I’ll just leave it as is. Sorry to anyone who is reading this this is just really a rant. 😅 See u later