Hello! long time no post, it's been a while since I logged a blog entry, I think my last blog entry was in 2013? so yeah. How are you all doing? Many things happened in real life, me being a young adult working, unemployed and finding a job, me being a fangirl, there are so many things happened balances with good and bad days. I guess when you're getting older, you have these anxieties, but I guess I would say that keeping a journal, being positive minded, talking to a new found friend or even old friends from college helps me to deal with it somehow. I also change my name here because I felt like I need a change since it's been years since I last write a fic, it's like having a new haircut to feel afresh and new, something like that but nothing really deep about it. 

Okay, enough with my personal talk so I want to share that I publish a new fic this year and also my first boy x boy first fic. I do happen to write some drafts to my other otp in my other fandom but the other half of that otp somehow left the group that I tend not to continue it anymore. In this new fic the main characters are Jungkook and Taehyung, I really appreciate their brotherly, familial bond since both of them grew up with each other and with the members of bts. This otp really warms my feelings when I feel upset or sad I tend to watch some of their videos together (along with the members too) and whatever relationship they have since pre-debut until now, I really appreciate it as a fan. As for my taekook fic, I want to convey a first love story and how these first love feelings deal with the conflict of liking a person of the same gender. I know there are tons of fic about them now but there's a part of me as a fan and a stan that I want to write a fic about them but in a respectful manner that I won't offend their real personas. Have you watch a show or films that depicts a love story of just two people just loving each other without prejudices and that really hits me to write this. Last December, I watched Call Me By Your Name by Luca Guadagnino and that has been my anticipated film of 2017 and that film really hits home friends, the story between two people falling in love for the first time without prejudices and doubts, people around them also support them in a way without putting hindrances to that love and that inspires me to write this fic.  I already published the first chapter of my taekook fic though it's short, I hope the readers still like it, to be honest, I already in the midst of finishing it since I've been writing the fic since the end of January and I'm just editing and adding some parts. Here's the link of my taekook fic ------> Perhaps Maybe

I will update new chapters for my taekook fic every week and if I happen to be in a happy mood or if I'm satisfied with the chapter, I might probably release two chapters in a week ^^~ it's so good to be back here and writing again. I hope you all have a good day~ I miss taekook and the rest of the bangtan members /sobs