People who have known me since I joined AFF (or at elast since 2015) know that I sleep HELLA EARLY.

The latest I've slept was 3AM because of some communication issues with a T shirt supplier that made him end up not delivering my orders in the day and had to send it at midnight.

And I really hate staying up late because I end up having nothing to do. I don't like watching Korean dramas (not necessarily because they all , but I just don't have the dedication to), I don't game, and I don't have many friends, so staying up late doesn't really benefit me, even if I don't get tired easily (except for my eyes, if I strain them too much during the day).

 

BUT ON THE 9TH OF FEBRUARY 2018

IDK maybe I was actually THAT tired because of college (my schedule is ridiculously irregular and I'm still not used to the change), I'm here typing at 12AM in the morning.

I got home at around 2PM yesterday and my mom was frying up some stuff for Chinese New Year, so I decided to let her do her thang before I cook my own lunch (because she didn't prepare anything). By the time I finished taking my bath (+ some procrastination oops) it was already around 4PM, and by the time I finished eating is was almost 5PM.

Then I went to watch some stuff on Youtube until it was 6 and I felt really lethargic so I thought: okay time to take a nap since I'm skipping dinner after that huge bowl of noodles, and I did.

 

AND I WOKE UP AT 11 ING PM. I SLEPT FOR 5 GOOD HOURS.

I didn't even wear my retainers before I went to bed lmfao

My weird habit of accidentally waking up too early is that I'll like

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read out lines from the plots in my head to see if everything makes sense, then later decide that they don't, and never post them online.

So I did, for 1 good hour, and I could hear my parents talking so I thought well okay it's probably already the normal time to wake up it's probably 6AM I slept well time to continue being a failure in life

Then my mom came in and thought I was sick and tested my forehead temperature, which is fine, you know, I slept at like 6PM it's pretty normal to assume I'm sick because I normally don't sleep that early for no reason.

 

Few moments later I felt that something isn't right because my parents aren't coming to wake me up like they normally would on a Saturday morning (especially when we have plans later), so I decided to go to our bathroom (I don't have a clock in my room, my mom takes my phone away at night) to check what time it is.

 

 

Mother of God it's only 12 ing AM.

Like only 1 hour after my normal sleeping time.

The first thing that came into my head was literally .

I had so many things planned for the evening, like I wanted to record for some collabs, finish my presentation slides, start arranging the string quartet/quintet instrumental of SVT's Thanks blablablablabla and now not only did I not do them, I ing woke up at 12AM, the time of the day when I can't even do half of the stuff I wanted to because it's just not right to sing in the middle of the night pls I'm Asian imagine my family judging me.

 

Good news is my parents know I've woken up and they allow me to use the internet because they know how bored I am.

I'm no maths or literature student, I'm majoring in music, I have no written homework, and who the plays the piano at 12AM?

 

I don't know how to end this blog post um this is awkward lol

 

 

Legal Mavericks is a great drama yall should watch it

I guess I'll continue from where I left off lol