Okay, so I made dis

And I'm effing proud of it. Not because it's great - cause it isn't by my standars, I mean I'm ME, but because it took me a week to finish it. Why?

because..life. So first of all, my laptop broke last year and while he was saved shortly after I completely forgot about PS in order to... I DON'T EVEN KNOW anymore. In Italy. (yes, that loosely translates to getting a tan and swimming in the sea.) And then I was writing as in working writing (once the laptop was OK, I had tons of orders etc.) and then of course, I couldn't get PS anyway for whatever reason. So I came home, got to the end of my never-ending list of orders and

yeah

guess who got 23321 orders again.

I mean, I should be happy. Now I know that I could EASILY have this as a full time job and live a merry life. BUT I DON'T WANT TO. Guys, I'm so bored of writing XD I mean, I adore my job as a writer and it's my dream and it might just be the fact that I've been home for like 2,5 weeks but I need to get out of here. Which is actually happening lol I'm going to Warsaw next week (yay) and then, I'm going to well

probably China and where I have no idea. I've been in talks to with 35532 agencies and am bound to find a nice family so :D I am only hoping to be an aupair for a short time while I learn Chinese (it's easier this way and more legal than teaching AND FREE FOOD) but still. Currently I'm genuinely considering just staying as a freelance writer once I start UNI in China XD But despite the joking from the first part of this blog, I have my motivation back and that's great. I haven't felt so great to write in a long time and that's awesome.. So yeah, wishing everyone great days and to hang on. Even when life throws crap at you, remember that it's got to run out of it at one point ^^