I just wanted to get my feelings out there about what went down with Jonghyun. It was some of the most horrible news I'd ever heard. I cried for quite a while, even though no one understood my pain and just laughed at me. I was super depressed and lonely when I first found K-Pop and thus SHINee. Those fve smiling faces made me smile and things not seem so bad. Then that led me to writing Fanfiction about them and then RPs.... where I met some amazing people and I was no longer depessed or lonely.

So while you are gone Jonghyun, your voice and smile will forever mean so much to me. I'm just glad you're not suffering anymore. You did well and worked hard.