Do you ever feel almost not worthy to cry as a fan?
So, this is pertaining to what happened to Jonghyun...
Me personally, I've felt/kinda have been feeling almost...not worthy at times to be crying as much as I did after I found out (o_o). 'Cause I never met him irl, didn't personally know him. I'm not his family, I wasn't a (close) friend, he never knew me and I never knew the true him. But then...he still touched my heart as an artist so...
Ah, I dunno why, but even though a part of me knows that it's fine/natural to grieve over/mourn him, low-key another part of me kinda feels just dumb/unworthy like...
I dunno--it's weird. But yeah, so like the title says, have any of you felt this way too? In general, or pertaining to something more specific?
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