I dont know how to express my feelings over Jonghyun's choice to be star in the sky.. I felt overly sad, depressed over his choice.. Couldnt even cry, but my heart crying out loud until my heart felt so hurt right know. One may said, "He doesnt even know you" or "You're not even his fan".. My answer for both questions is YES! But somehow deep inside my heart feel soooooo sad over this matter. I want to cry, but somehow one may teased me for crying for whom doesnt even know you existed..

For someone who gave me source of strength and happiness, for whom gave me motivation to enjoy myself to the max, it is worth to cry for. I felt regret over this matter for not noticing his loneliness. I felt this is the huge loss of KPop industry, because the just loss a star that shone the brightest, making a way for someone in darkness.

To Kim Jonghyun, thanks for everything and forgive me for ignoring your randomness on twitter. I felt like I just lost someone whom I close with, someone I care from far.

I just wanna say that I MISS YOU SO MUCHHHH

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