I'm sure most of you are aware of the news that happened with SHINee's Kim Jonghyun. I saw it on Tumblr that day, the title saying that he passed away, I felt my heart dropping. This...couldn't be real...right? Wikipedia and news articles confirmed my worst...he is dead. I felt my whole world stop. Why...why would he do this? My suspicision came true when I knew it was suicide. I shouldn't be suprised but, I wouldn't think it would happen to him. Jonghyun was my favorite out of all the members. His voice was beautiful and nice to listen to. Suicide rates are high in South Korea, and it's sad to see all these young people dying all because their school/work life is pressuring them. If only...he would have speak up about it. If only...his friends would have been there for him when he needed them the most. Depression is such a sensitive topic to me, fearing that I, too, might fall in it one day. And...these assumptions might not be true.

I'll miss him though. I'll never forget him, not now. He left behind his music. We shouldn't be mourning for him. Christmas is almost coming and we shouldn't be down in the dumps. This feeling will pass and we can move on, right?