To, 

      Jonghyun Oppa. 

Oppa...I don't know why I'm writing this letter to you. Maybe because I want to let everything out of my heart. The grieve, the confusion, the tears. Why did you do it, Oppa? Why did you leave this world? Why did you make everyone cry? Oppa, I listened to your songs and they were really so good. Why did you think you weren't good enough? Why did you let the demons get to you? You shouldn't have given up so easily, Jonghyun Oppa. Your family, your friends and your fans were there for you and yet, you just left like the passing of the wind, but Oppa, you know what? You left like a storm that destructed everyone. You left like an unforgettable storm. 

I can't wish you could come back but Oppa, can I say I hate you for not striving forward to fulfill your dream? What good did it come then to become an Idol? And now, everyone misses you, is mourning for you, is thinking of reaching you...

It's really not fair, Oppa. 

It's not fair because we're all torn here. Our hearts are shattered and our minds have been blocked by darkness. You left the demons to us, Oppa. You left the demons to eat us. 

I don't know what to say anymore. Perhaps a, 'I love you' at the end would do? But it wouldn't reach you now so what good would it do now? 

Goodbye, Jonghyun Oppa.