I haven't posted a story or blog for a long time, it has been such a long hiatus I've been away.

I recently came back to read, but for this post it isn't for the purpose of that I'll be making stories, this post is about how surreal everything is for the last two days...

I can't bring myself to actually believe the news in the past two days, I often find myself crying on/off... This news has awaken the world, the Kpop community itself; with a heavy heart- I pray no one goes through what he has, because you're not alone... SHINee has put so much impact in everyone's live, and to my own...
I've a lot to say but I am also upset, upset how the system is so broken, there was so many possibilities during the event, but it was left with regret, my heart aches, but he is in a better place now, thank you for being a beautiful person and for standing what you believe in, thank you for the music you shared with everyone for 10 years, and being a huge influence in my life, and a great artist. You have worked so hard, may your soul rest at ease, Jonghyun