I felt Jonghyun presence today. I was outside checking the mail. Nothing in the mail. I was about to walk inside my garage and I looked up into the clear blue sky. I said,"Jonghyun you're safe." Then,I said to him in the sky "Can You Hold Me Jonghyun?" 

Next,minute I felt a big hug holding me from Jonghyun. He whisper in my ear "I will keep holding you Courtney." And then he said,"I will keep a eye on you Courtney."

He let go of the hug. I came inside and started to cried again.

I miss you Jonghyun RIP