When i woke up today, i found out that the beloved shinee member Jonghyun, had comited suicide yesterday. i coudn't belive it, even now i don't, it feels like a sick joke, like it hasn't happened. but it has, and i feel deeply sorry for Jonghyuns family,fans, friends, and the shinee members, who must suffer a lot from this. i never got the chance to get to know Jonghyun and the shinee members better, which i deeply regret not doing, but from what i saw, he looked like an amazing person. Jonghyun have been a huge impact in the k-pop comunity, aspiring a lot of other k-pop idols. it breaks my heart to see everyone suffering, but i think that the one suffering the most must have been Jonghyun himself. But i think that Jonghyuns is in a better place now, even if i want him back, it's impossible. i have to face the reality of the situation even if it's hard, but i hope Jonghyun have finally found peace and comfort, that he never recived from Sm. personally i think that Sm had a huge impact on Jonghyun, but i will never now, and i only care about Jonghyun and his peace.

rest in peace Jonghyun, you will always be rememberd for the amazing person you were. <3